Just Brain Dumping…

I still find myself struggling to do the day-to-day of just waking up let alone being productive like creating content or adulting. Especially adulting right now seems to be a big struggle for me and I would like to emphasize the word big. I know the things I should be getting done not just for… Continue reading Just Brain Dumping…

I Am A Work In Progress…

The struggle has been real for me in so many ways mentally and emotionally but not how I am accustomed too. I am not sure how to process these new methods I guess I can say. I am used to faking it until I make it or suppressing it until I forgot all about it… Continue reading I Am A Work In Progress…

I Am Not Sure If It’s Depression…

I really am struggling more than I thought I was. every day I tell myself that I need to get working on my content but I have no drive to do so. This is not a good thing not for me when I am using my platforms to hold myself accountable to be in the… Continue reading I Am Not Sure If It’s Depression…

Small Positive Changes

I have to say that I am proud of myself. The old me would have lost my marbles a while ago with everything going on, especially these rats that have no respect for the rest of us in this room. I am not losing not one marble. Even though it may feel like I am,… Continue reading Small Positive Changes

No Where To Turn!

The clock says 1:34 in the morning and I am sitting wide awake on my bed. The big question is why in the heck am I sitting on my bed at this time. I should be knocked out in dreamland having a blast or so I hope that is where I would be at this… Continue reading No Where To Turn!

My Thoughts On My Role In Relationships

Have you ever stopped to wonder if you’re being fair in your relationships? Doesn’t matter if it is with a partner, your child, parents, friends, co-workers, etc. If you haven’t, it’s okay. I won’t fault you. It’s not something everyone does, so you don’t have to feel bad if you are not one of them.… Continue reading My Thoughts On My Role In Relationships

Discovered Something New Today…

I’ve been in tremendous pain. While focused on the pain itself, I failed to realize what was going on with my mental health. I am slowly falling into a depression. I think staying in bed though good for my legs due to the injury from falling a few weeks back, which I am really paying… Continue reading Discovered Something New Today…

If Anyone Should Have A Ph.D. In Your Diagnoses, It Should Be You!

I don’t think you’re wondering why I decided to name this blog post that long title. But just humor me for once, and let’s say you wonder why I chose to call it so. Well, think about it honestly. Before you continue to read about the title, reread it if you have to. Read it… Continue reading If Anyone Should Have A Ph.D. In Your Diagnoses, It Should Be You!

Woke Up With A Rat…

Today has been a crazy strange stressful day, and I blame it on the damn rat that had the balls to wake me up this morning by sitting on the side of my face. These rats at this location have some balls for real. I was so freaked out and couldn’t fall back asleep. As… Continue reading Woke Up With A Rat…