My mental health has been all over the place to the point that I do not find comfort in the things I did to help me get passed my episodes. My anxiety has been doing whatever it wants without regard for my well-being. My depression decided to take a toll along with my bipolar and… Continue reading Mental Health Sucks, In My Opinion
Category: Mental Health Venting
Releasing Some Of My Frustrations
Lately, I have been struggling with what to do regarding my family and our living situation. I moved to Virginia from Connecticut, hoping to find better than our struggle back home. These last four years have not been a walk in the park for anyone of us. I am not sure if it is even… Continue reading Releasing Some Of My Frustrations
Why am I anxious?
I am trying something new with my platform. I have a live planned for once a week now on Instagram in hopes of giving myself more exposure but also helping others understand what I do and why I do it. I am so used to pre-recording that whenever I am thinking of going live I… Continue reading Why am I anxious?
Venting About My Disability And The Stress It’s Causing
I swear on everything I love, I am trying my hardest to not feel disabled and discriminated against as I do. We must leave the motel we currently stay at for many different reasons. They do not want us here anymore since I keep speaking up on my YouTube channel when things are illegal, unfair,… Continue reading Venting About My Disability And The Stress It’s Causing
It has been a while
I find myself realizing that I haven’t written anything in a while. It’s not that I don’t like to write or anything. I just think that I am still struggling with letting go of the verbal and mental abuse I had growing up. No matter what I do, I am not good enough. Please do… Continue reading It has been a while
So hard, So Hard….
Update: This post was written on August 9, 2022, but for some reason, I did not finish it or post it. I am posting it as is, for I am not in this head space at the moment. Why does it have to be so hard? There are days I’m barely making it mentally. There… Continue reading So hard, So Hard….
A catch-22…
You are probably wondering what she is going to talk about now. I have been thinking a lot, which has helped me realize that I am in a catch-22. I need to pause for a second to mention that starting at this line is when I returned back to the motel from going to the… Continue reading A catch-22…
My Mental Struggle As A Parent With Mental Illness
I have to say being a parent with mental illness is extremely hard for me. I am trying to keep myself sane while protecting the mental status of my three children, not considering that two of those children are high-functioning autistic with mental health. Throw those monkey wrenches in the mix, and things get harder… Continue reading My Mental Struggle As A Parent With Mental Illness
Venting My Annoying Emotions…
The thing that gets me the most about being a member of the mental health community is the inconsistency between ourselves and what we do. It annoys my soul, yet I’ve been working hard for years to not let it be a factor. Just for it to be such a significant factor now when I… Continue reading Venting My Annoying Emotions…
Needed To Write It Out…
Whenever I try to be consistent with my content, my motivation seems to have no light. This is discouraging, especially when I know I have much to say. Yet I struggle to say anything at all, no matter the platform. I think I am blocking myself from continuing to create meaningful content, and I must… Continue reading Needed To Write It Out…
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