I find myself realizing that I haven’t written anything in a while. It’s not that I don’t like to write or anything. I just think that I am still struggling with letting go of the verbal and mental abuse I had growing up. No matter what I do, I am not good enough. Please do… Continue reading It has been a while
So hard, So Hard….
Update: This post was written on August 9, 2022, but for some reason, I did not finish it or post it. I am posting it as is, for I am not in this head space at the moment. Why does it have to be so hard? There are days I’m barely making it mentally. There… Continue reading So hard, So Hard….
A catch-22…
You are probably wondering what she is going to talk about now. I have been thinking a lot, which has helped me realize that I am in a catch-22. I need to pause for a second to mention that starting at this line is when I returned back to the motel from going to the… Continue reading A catch-22…
Live show 8-6
https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-kbmw8-129012e I am discussing whatever resonates with me while I am on here. A guest interacted in the chat, and another came on and chatted with me over the wave. Check out the little coaching I did with one of my listeners.
Mental breakdown
https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-r4gfn-128dbeb I had a mental breakdown last night that even affected my body. I’m not sure if I’m strong enough to hold on in this situation it’s getting to me.
Starting Therapy and My Coaching Program
https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-ka3nn-1288738 I attempted to record three times, but my children and others kept interrupting. I was getting frustrated but tried to complete my episode. I discussed starting therapy and how I hate being asked questions because of my PTSD with my mother. I discuss the coaching program I am creating.
My Mental Struggle As A Parent With Mental Illness
I have to say being a parent with mental illness is extremely hard for me. I am trying to keep myself sane while protecting the mental status of my three children, not considering that two of those children are high-functioning autistic with mental health. Throw those monkey wrenches in the mix, and things get harder… Continue reading My Mental Struggle As A Parent With Mental Illness
My Preschooler Hurt My Feelings
https://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-w5gv5-1280a31 I am really hurt by what my preschooler says that I am having a hard time processing it even though she apologizes on her own. I process these feelings and ask you guys to interact with me by answering some questions.
Venting My Annoying Emotions…
The thing that gets me the most about being a member of the mental health community is the inconsistency between ourselves and what we do. It annoys my soul, yet I’ve been working hard for years to not let it be a factor. Just for it to be such a significant factor now when I… Continue reading Venting My Annoying Emotions…
Needed To Write It Out…
Whenever I try to be consistent with my content, my motivation seems to have no light. This is discouraging, especially when I know I have much to say. Yet I struggle to say anything at all, no matter the platform. I think I am blocking myself from continuing to create meaningful content, and I must… Continue reading Needed To Write It Out…