I know life can become hard for anyone and for those without mental illness it can get stressful, but for me, it triggers my depression drastically. I start to feel like a big failure, like nothing that I do is right or that it’s even going to work. This feeling is worse when I can’t… Continue reading I’m Just One Person
I so love my children. They are my world and the main reason why I try so hard to keep it together, but I have to admit some days are harder than others. Parenting is not easy, but parenting with a mental illness is ten times harder. Some days I sit here and I tell… Continue reading Parenting
I’m sitting here getting my transfusion and I realized that I haven’t taken the time to write anything on my page. Life really gave me a run for my money which had me struggling once again with my mental illness and the kids as well. But like always I had to find a way to… Continue reading It’s Been A While
My 1-year-old daughter’s father and I are not together due to a few reasons including our financial situation. I had a serious wanting to cut myself break down where it became difficult for me to fight the urge. We were already separated but our surroundings we’re whispering in both of our ears causing more tensions… Continue reading Should I be held Responsible For The Non Stable Me?
It’s frustrating to fight so hard to control your emotions just for someone to come and wreak havoc on them without caring how this affects you mentally and emotionally. How can a person be ok with stepping all over person emotions? How can a person have so much power and control over another person’s emotions?… Continue reading Negative Emotions
Some days I sit and wonder where did the day go? I mean I remember waking up. I remember feeding the kids, picking up, surfing the net or social networks may be texting but that’s about it. What happened to the rest of my day? This happens more often then I care for it to… Continue reading Where Has The Day Gone?
I’m enjoying my new medicine the only problem is that I am so used to having a racing brain 24/7. I am struggling to remember things or continue with my train of thought. I feel like my ADHD isn’t the best on this medicine. Another thing I’ve noticed is that my brain feels cloudy or… Continue reading Cloudy Brain
The words in this picture speak volumes about the people in my life or use to be in my life. From my oldest father to the youngest father. Then let’s not mention those so-called friends or the ones that have the same blood running through them as me which are called family. I can love… Continue reading I have little faith in people
As a mom, I love it when my children are relaxing with me. When we actually spend time watching a movie or a show together with no one arguing, fighting, in a dark place, etc. Moments like these make me feel like the best mom in the world. It makes all of our struggles worth… Continue reading Moments like this make it all better..
Today my baby took a step forward and finally decided to create her blog something we have discussed in length for almost two years. I am very proud of her for taking this big step. She is just like me, not a people person we rather be alone than with people. I blame me for… Continue reading Proud of my Beba!