I am laughing, puffing on some Mary Jane, having a lovely time. When I have times like this, I wonder why I don’t have more times like this? I do not have something like that by my fault most of the time. My mind can be my friend just as much as it can be… Continue reading What To Name A PTSD Trigger?
Tag: Mental health
On My Own….
It is not a good feeling to feel like you are on your own. It’s even a worse feeling when you realize that you are on your own. I was just sitting here smoking some with a friend and the kid’s father just talking. This chronic pain is not my friend tonight. When it dawned… Continue reading On My Own….
It Doesn’t Matter..
Whenever a person I love throws salt on an old emotional wound it makes me feel so rejected. I dislike that feeling so much. All my life I’ve felt like no one wants to see me happy. The moment I have a smile there is a problem. I mean I thought I deserved some love… Continue reading It Doesn’t Matter..
Does it matter?
Have you ever stopped to ask yourself why does it matter? I think this is one question I don’t ask myself. Due to my mental health issues, everything pretty much matters to me. No matter how big or small it matters just the same. I’m guessing since with my situation my mind holds on to… Continue reading Does it matter?
I Took A Huge Leap Of Faith!
I decided to take a huge leap of faith and go with my heart and spirit. I created a YouTube channel for my page. I know your probably thinking huh or, hmm but hear me out first. I think once I explain you may understand why. At least I am hoping that is the case.… Continue reading I Took A Huge Leap Of Faith!
What is the point?
I’m not even sure I remember why I even created this blog. I know I wasn’t in a good mental headspace at the time I created it. I guess it was meant to be an outlet. I’m honestly not sure since I am not in the same headspace. I’m also not one to communicate with… Continue reading What is the point?