Venting About My Disability And The Stress It’s Causing

I swear on everything I love, I am trying my hardest to not feel disabled and discriminated against as I do. We must leave the motel we currently stay at for many different reasons. They do not want us here anymore since I keep speaking up on my YouTube channel when things are illegal, unfair,… Continue reading Venting About My Disability And The Stress It’s Causing

It has been a while

I find myself realizing that I haven’t written anything in a while. It’s not that I don’t like to write or anything. I just think that I am still struggling with letting go of the verbal and mental abuse I had growing up. No matter what I do, I am not good enough. Please do… Continue reading It has been a while

A catch-22…

You are probably wondering what she is going to talk about now. I have been thinking a lot, which has helped me realize that I am in a catch-22. I need to pause for a second to mention that starting at this line is when I returned back to the motel from going to the… Continue reading A catch-22…

Venting My Annoying Emotions…

The thing that gets me the most about being a member of the mental health community is the inconsistency between ourselves and what we do. It annoys my soul, yet I’ve been working hard for years to not let it be a factor. Just for it to be such a significant factor now when I… Continue reading Venting My Annoying Emotions…

Needed To Write It Out…

Whenever I try to be consistent with my content, my motivation seems to have no light. This is discouraging, especially when I know I have much to say. Yet I struggle to say anything at all, no matter the platform. I think I am blocking myself from continuing to create meaningful content, and I must… Continue reading Needed To Write It Out…

The Killing of Kenneth Chamberlain… My Thoughts!

As you guys know, my blog posts are typically about personal experiences, things I am dealing with and need to process, lessons others can learn, etc. This blog is one where I will discuss a movie I saw on HBO about a true story I had never heard of before. It caught my attention when… Continue reading The Killing of Kenneth Chamberlain… My Thoughts!

Just Brain Dumping…

I still find myself struggling to do the day-to-day of just waking up let alone being productive like creating content or adulting. Especially adulting right now seems to be a big struggle for me and I would like to emphasize the word big. I know the things I should be getting done not just for… Continue reading Just Brain Dumping…

I Am A Work In Progress…

The struggle has been real for me in so many ways mentally and emotionally but not how I am accustomed too. I am not sure how to process these new methods I guess I can say. I am used to faking it until I make it or suppressing it until I forgot all about it… Continue reading I Am A Work In Progress…