Parenting alone, I heard, can be very hard. I wouldn’t know since I am a parent with mental illness, and I can tell you that it is not an easy task. Half the time, I have to check myself while parenting. You’re probably not wondering what I mean by that if you’re following my blog,… Continue reading Parenting and Triggers… How do you keep your mental illness from parenting in an escalated scenario?
Ever since I can remember, my voice was always being hushed or quieted down by someone. It is okay for others to express themselves with me in any way they please, but the moment I open my mouth to stand up for myself, it is all of a sudden a big problem. It does not… Continue reading Silenced Voice
As a person working on her affirmations every day for the last thirty days, I can say that this right here is no fun at all. I am affirming to get my mind to release itself from the negative prison it was raised in due to my upbringing with my egg donor. I have worked… Continue reading When Negative Things Keep Coming Your Way…
I tend to wander a lot due to my mental illness and my emotional roller coaster ride that I am always on “what is my worst feeling?” Have you ever once asked yourself this question? Better yet, has this thought ever crossed your mind before you fell upon this blog? I ask this for the… Continue reading The Worst Feeling Ever Is…
I must admit not only to you but to myself that this is something I struggle with daily since I am not sure of the answer to this day. I hope you weren’t expecting me to provide you with a solution. Why must we, the bloggers, always have the information for those reading? Why can’t… Continue reading What To Do When You Want To Give Up…
Honestly, I have no title for this because I am not sure what I am going to write about. I just know that my mind told me to pick up my phone and create a blog so here I am. I will be writing whatever comes to mind. With that being said respectfully I do… Continue reading Ugh….
Have you ever stopped to ask yourself why does it matter? I think this is one question I don’t ask myself. Due to my mental health issues, everything pretty much matters to me. No matter how big or small it matters just the same. I’m guessing since with my situation my mind holds on to… Continue reading Does it matter?
It is so hard being a mom who has to fight to keep her own mental health together. It is harder while dealing with two children that have their own mental illness going on. Then I have to keep the only one sane. The baby who’s not a baby since she’s 2, happy and normal… Continue reading I Hate This Mental Illness Thing
I just had to walk my 18-year-old off the mental ledge. It doesn’t get any easier for me when I have to do this. It leaves me mentally, physically, and emotionally drained but that’s the least of my problems. My biggest problem and concern is making sure that I don’t say anything to escalate the… Continue reading What Am I Doing?
I’m not even sure I remember why I even created this blog. I know I wasn’t in a good mental headspace at the time I created it. I guess it was meant to be an outlet. I’m honestly not sure since I am not in the same headspace. I’m also not one to communicate with… Continue reading What is the point?