Woke Up With A Rat…

Today has been a crazy strange stressful day, and I blame it on the damn rat that had the balls to wake me up this morning by sitting on the side of my face. These rats at this location have some balls for real. I was so freaked out and couldn’t fall back asleep. As… Continue reading Woke Up With A Rat…

Parenting and Triggers… How do you keep your mental illness from parenting in an escalated scenario?

Parenting alone, I heard, can be very hard. I wouldn’t know since I am a parent with mental illness, and I can tell you that it is not an easy task. Half the time, I have to check myself while parenting. You’re probably not wondering what I mean by that if you’re following my blog,… Continue reading Parenting and Triggers… How do you keep your mental illness from parenting in an escalated scenario?

The Worst Feeling Ever Is…

I tend to wander a lot due to my mental illness and my emotional roller coaster ride that I am always on “what is my worst feeling?” Have you ever once asked yourself this question? Better yet, has this thought ever crossed your mind before you fell upon this blog? I ask this for the… Continue reading The Worst Feeling Ever Is…

What To Do When You Want To Give Up…

I must admit not only to you but to myself that this is something I struggle with daily since I am not sure of the answer to this day. I hope you weren’t expecting me to provide you with a solution. Why must we, the bloggers, always have the information for those reading? Why can’t… Continue reading What To Do When You Want To Give Up…

Ugh….

Honestly, I have no title for this because I am not sure what I am going to write about. I just know that my mind told me to pick up my phone and create a blog so here I am. I will be writing whatever comes to mind. With that being said respectfully I do… Continue reading Ugh….

It Doesn’t Matter..

Whenever a person I love throws salt on an old emotional wound it makes me feel so rejected. I dislike that feeling so much. All my life I’ve felt like no one wants to see me happy. The moment I have a smile there is a problem. I mean I thought I deserved some love… Continue reading It Doesn’t Matter..

What Am I Doing?

I just had to walk my 18-year-old off the mental ledge. It doesn’t get any easier for me when I have to do this. It leaves me mentally, physically, and emotionally drained but that’s the least of my problems. My biggest problem and concern is making sure that I don’t say anything to escalate the… Continue reading What Am I Doing?

I Took A Huge Leap Of Faith!

I decided to take a huge leap of faith and go with my heart and spirit. I created a YouTube channel for my page. I know your probably thinking huh or, hmm but hear me out first. I think once I explain you may understand why. At least I am hoping that is the case.… Continue reading I Took A Huge Leap Of Faith!